i love roxy !!

2006-01-07T11:23:00.000+08:00

oh yea, sch starts #
had been late ;
OR
just nice, bell rang.
late for 1st day;
plus hair caught being dye!
but, who cares?
1 whole week, thou aint lot of works,
but e stress is getting there..
new classmates; 5/1.
ytd just met peiwan, oh yeah !
helluva miss her man. #'IMH'#
and 1 more thing..
im back to e dance !! uhuh ! isnt it cool?
this time with MAMA (joyce) !!!
it starts fm today !

2006-01-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

hApPy NeW yEaR dudes !!

it's a new yr, oh yea !!
sch gonna starts soon.
daily assignment as usual..
BUT,

it's a new yr !!

2005-12-22T20:18:00.000+08:00

santa is coming to town !!!
oh yea, once again. its xmas time !
i helluva love it man!
it's time to party; DANCE; WINE !!

gosh ! just cant wait for it man!
somemore, got pressy to get !!
i just love pressy. hees !

i love u lord !

2005-12-21T10:01:00.000+08:00

woke up freaking early today;
return e form.
ugh ! dad wna acc me go. so shit!
cant meet friends.
BUT..
good also! i dont need to take bus/walk... LOL !

sorry TAN PEIHAO. cant meet u!

sch gonna starts soon;
differents kind of faces again,
or same?
which could it be?
friends or foe ?
what could it be like?

2005-12-20T16:12:00.000+08:00

ytd gotten back result.
thot it's e end of world BUT..
who noes, aint not !

kaes, who cares? as long as i
promoted !! weee*!

kaes, now i just wanna DANCE !!!

2005-12-18T14:33:00.000+08:00

TML TAKE RESULT !!!

HELL !!!!

2005-12-18T14:04:00.000+08:00

2005-12-15T18:20:00.000+08:00

I MISS EVERYONE---

esp ;

# IMH ( KRIS; PEIEE; PEIWAN )
# PEIRU !!!
# PEIHAO; SOONGUAN; COLIN;
# BEN; JOSH; CHUNSIONG
# AH MA; YONGAN; YANQIN
# LIYANA !!
# SHARON LEE; YISHAN

just EVERYONE !!!

2005-12-09T16:05:00.000+08:00

hey.

U.R.G.E.N.T !!!

kris will be back in 7 days starting fm 9th dec. so im thinking having it on sunday (18th dec) ? can make it? but the next mrn, think we;re getting result. so im nt sure abt it lehs. SHIT la. HA!! u guys give me urs opinions yea?
AND
I DONT NOE WHERE TO GO !!!!

EMERGENCY !!!!

2005-11-27T13:32:00.000+08:00

kaes! rotting as usual.
worked this 3 days..
at least kills e time for me.
work was kinda fun..
getting closer to e friends there.
HA!! and aft work, sneak to e kitchen
to eat w/ them. LOL! :X we're not suppose
to tht!! HA!!!
guys tml goin prom. HAVE FUN YEA!! (:
take some pics to let me see see!!

2005-11-22T19:56:00.000+08:00

snapple- .MANGO MADNESS.

LOL. drinkin it now.

-L.A.M.E- !

yes i noe.

i got nth to do.

DUH !!

ppls please HELP ! ha!

2005-11-16T14:44:00.000+08:00

BURNT !

ha. ytd went to east coast park with
AHMA; MAMA; YANQIN; JIAQI.
thou little ppl BUT ytd was FUN too.
the 1st thing we go there is...
'SEA/WAVES' !! ha!! we wet ourselves,
splashing water; pushing each other to
e sea. really fun. never go to e beach since
ANCIENT TIMES. ha!
aft tht, sun-tanning.. like dead bodies laying
on the sand. HA! since we're burnt, we decided to
roller bladding. - yanqin;jiaqi ride bike.
ahma;mama;me roller bladding. was FUN !
at 1st still very hard to stand. but in e end manage it.
blade abt 2 hrs. we tan again. LOL !!
ytd was totally fun. gonna go again with more ppl.
esp, KRISTIN LOH !

2005-11-11T15:15:00.000+08:00

wees.

ytd went out w/ mama and kris.
we watched 'JUST LIKE HEAVEN'.
this show kinda nice. touching too. (:
before tht we went to find ahma and yongan.
HA! in e end kana scolded by e manager, cos
we're disturbing them. ugh! >_<''
took some neos too. ha! but kris wasnt happy w/ it.
cos of the time limit. have not finsih deco.
den yongan came and meet us for lunch.. he's sweet,
brought us a small portion of food for us to try. LOL !
in e end, we're playing w/ food.
wrapping it into a sushi? LOL!
ytd was fun. we planned to go sentosa on next tue.
but still not yet confirm. hais!

i WNA TAN !!!

2005-11-08T15:38:00.000+08:00

my specialty is ...

Elemental artistry.

You are a naturally artistic person. You can draw, dance, sing, play instruments, anything that pretains to art. Multi-talented is your middle name, or perhaps it is your first. You love being creative in everything you do. You are a very balanced person, and in tune with your surroundings. You love natural settings, and as a matter-of-fact, that is where you work best. You don't really like the raucous crowds of the city, and would rather be somewhere rural once in awhile. Whenever you become creative, the elements would be more than welcome to bend to you. You are one with the elements and they are one with you. Whenever you dance, the waters rise. Whenever you paint, nature rearranges herself into your best composition. It's still a mystery as to why nature cherishes you so, and perhaps that's what makes you so unique.'

wo! i just love it. HA!

2005-11-02T18:28:00.000+08:00

i wna go ...

NYC ;

AUSSIE ;

HONG KONG ;

DIVE E WORLD NICEST OCEAN ;

SWIMMING W/ E SHARKS...

ALL I WAN !!!!

2005-10-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

someone had been complaining why
no new entry?! here it goes.. HA!
check it out..

if ya hrt is filled w/ fear, change it
into strenght. and stremght aint ur
nightmare at all. it showed tht u've
grown.
thou, rain is a day when things happened
not smoothly.. but it can means tht
god wanted u to learn fm mistake..
so no matter how alone or how sad
ure, god is there and im there too..
running away aint a good way to do it;
keeping all those unhappy things in ur hrt
aint good too..
in order to cure it, face it.
thou holding it together is tough but as long as
u've faith. im sure faith can overcome everything.

peihao, isnt it familiar? i summarise it man.

2005-10-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

AHMA, this's for ya!
check this out, cha.

i have something to tell u,
but i am afraid to,
i scared tat i will run away from u.
i.. i.. ahh.. juz can't get u out of my mind.
everytime when i see ppl who is like u,
i will tink of u.. coz.. coz.. haixx...
should i tell u? i tink i should..
"stop picking ur nose while eating.. it is disgusting!!".

LOL! isnt it cool? familiar?
ha! (: whoo..`
anyway, ahma, thks for everything
yea? u took care of me when im not enuff blood..
dying soon. LOL ! thks! love ya man!

2005-10-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

ok, here it's i found a job ! omg!
im employed.
WAHAHHAs! this sat n sun. in a cafe.
dont noe how much it's but at least it help
me kills time. wee! if not ill be bored to death.
ha! thks lord! (:

kaes, the express are havin their Os
damn soon.. in ard 2 weeks? shit!
this is scary. kinda worried for em'..
may em' find peace in u lord.

Hey ladies drop it down
Just want to see you touch the ground
Don't be shy girl go Bananza
Shake ya body like a belly dancer
whoo`i just love dancin !

2005-10-14T11:34:00.000+08:00

ok, findin A job aint easy. i admit.
this is like hell lo. they would ask ya to
fill up stupid form ; "we'll call ya"
S.H.I.T!! ugh. TIRIN MAN!
im weak la. ha! now then i noe tht,
workin in e society aint easy TOO !!
i must cherish ma parents. ha! (:
iLOVETHEM to bits!
oh yea, brought a story book..
omg*! damn interestin n comedy.
quite weird when payin it.. cos
i HATE BOOKS! LOL ! kaes.
hmmm. today mayb findin jobs again.
no differents. hais! ha!
but think IM DYIN MY HAIR !!!
WO HO~!! :x
ilovemyparents!!

2005-10-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

lord, this is specially for ya!

thks for everything, thks tht we manage
to walk throu 'N's and overcome it..
and thks tht all of us manage to do it
w/out much difficulties;
some might pass w/ flyin colours ;
some might just pass ; or worse...
but wadeva we get, u choose e best for us.
thks lord. and i believe tht we sow wad we reap.
just like ah siao said so. thks lord!
and lord, please continue to bless the express
students.. now it's their turn to walk throu this..
their;s critical lord, bless em' w/ wisdom, strength..
and may em' find peace in u lord. thks!!
amen!

ilovejesus !!!

2005-10-12T21:52:00.000+08:00

alamak. this is really DUH !
yes! tml goin down for an interview.
hopefully ill be employed. yipees!
at least better den stayin at home,
doin nth but havin bacteria, fugi..
LOL !

peihao: gees. thks! and ya rmb too,
me will be alway there for ya..
for now, u just let bring ya go out enjoy
yea? bring e smile inside of ya.
cos it's nice! (:

ilovedancin!

2005-10-11T13:14:00.000+08:00

alamak/ holidays = boredom
unless we had plan. ha! but at least
we dont need to wake up early like hell.
end of sufferin*!! weet!

peihao: no matter wad, cha' sis here will
bring ya out to enjoy yea? no more quarrellin
at home or wad yea? just bring out ur smile..
(: we'll enjoy whole night in sentosa.. dont care abt
those unhappy stuffs. yea/ just rocks! anyway, we;re
changin date. cos some cant make it. rmb to smile yea?

ilovejesus!!

2005-10-10T11:14:00.000+08:00

hey yo, wassup?!

this's e time man.
WAHAHAs! our 'N's finally...
FINISHED !!!!

im damn happy. wow*! aft all this months
of struggling and stress. phew!
we're now stress-free.
enjoy before gettin result. hees. :X

so so so so..wahahas. im too high.
cant wait to enjoy man.
oh yea,

peihao: this wed we go sentosa yea? dont forget
to tell cha' gang. (:

2005-08-26T18:42:00.000+08:00

result takin back ; NOT GOOD !

aft takin result ; STRESS !

'N's comin soon. esp, chi and socia study.

durin e september holidays; SIANs !

dont think will online more often le.

hais! UGH ! no choice had to walk throu..

lord, i pray tht u'll give us wisodm and strength

to walk throu this critical journey for e sec 4..

i pray tht we'll plan our time wisely but not wasted it.

lord and i also pray tht we ppl will rmb to seek for u;

thks u for e enternly love u gave us; worship u.. everything !

amen!

2005-08-21T20:04:00.000+08:00

tml gettin result man. shit !

this is gonna be gone case..!!

worry man!

no confident AT ALL !!

ugh! ah!

2005-08-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

hey, im back !

prelim is FINALLY over. phew*!
everyone's so so happy. went celebrated w/ R.A.P ;
peihao; colin ; peiee. (: so FUN. aft tht went party world.
JOYCE was PRO. she got potential man!
kaes. superstar gonna start soon.
cya!

2005-07-23T09:44:00.000+08:00

happy bdae sha !

LOL.

peiru sis: hey, i didnt blame u for forgettin. humans do forget.
it kaes de la. dun be mad at urself. (: ure busy muggin ma.
really. dun be angry to urself yea. ha. anyway, thks sis!
rmb our promise ! (: loveLOVE~

thks to peihao's gang and of cos ma R.A.P.

LOL. retarded ; attitude ; pervertic.

i really had a fun day. thks !

2005-07-15T19:47:00.000+08:00

fcuk just fcuk !

idiotic attitude

problematic problems !

2005-07-09T19:29:00.000+08:00

boo*!

hmmm. i was forgiven. and i managed to say out. ha.
i felt much more relief and better.
tml goin out w/ family to msia.
- family bondin - gees.
if i could hold on throu the tears and laughter,
would it be beautiful or beautiful disaster/

2005-07-07T20:05:00.000+08:00

lala.

hmm. jus finished 'N's english oral today.

DEAD ! ; NERVOUS ! ; SCARY !

hmmm. family bondin is important.

this is wad i had learnt ytd..

i done sth BAD..and gonna ask for forgivness today/

prayed tht god will bless me and my family.

2005-07-04T19:01:00.000+08:00

boo.

think ill be e oly one who knows how to hibernate.

not in e mood to mingle too. ha. im weak yea.

sometimes,i think. hmmm.

current frame of mind, is doubtful---

2005-06-23T13:48:00.000+08:00

lalala``boo.

ytd went to 'party world' w/ peihao they all.
they treated us, so joyce and me went lo. haa! (:
but decided to return em' back better..
we're havin tons of fun..at 1st, we're shy. den pushin
ard e mic askin ppl to sing den claps and hurray here n there.

lols. peihao and colin pickin up courage, and sang 'tong hua'..

H.A.H.A!! den aft they all start to sing lot of songs..
den aft tht forcin me to sing. rahh. haa! i sang till so sucky. hais.
but in e end they entertained me.. haa! really fun la. screamin in

e mic..

kris, next tym u shld go w/ em'. haa!

hmmm. sch gonna reopen soon. holidays assignments, i haven

even do yet. tht's real BAD. haa! den aft sch reopen..

more n more mock and test comin up..

revision ; revision ; revision !!!

2005-06-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

today went to wild wild wet with family and cousin.

it's really FUN. splashin water here and there;
slidin here n there too. it's really FUN.

kris*: hey swttie. read ur blog jus oly. im sorry tht

im nt there for u wen ure down. u do cheer up kaes..

thou im nt sure why u quarrelled w/ tun and other stuffs

abt life, relationship;frenship.. \

but im sure things will get better yea.

and everything happen, there's a reason behind it yea.

dun think too much la. chilled down. (:

life is liddat, i think. when u wants something badly,

but 'it' wont let u have easily.

when ure havin fun, everything seem great,

and something bad on the other side happen.

hais. this is life. BUT, life is on our own hand.

we make it ; create it ; make it better. yea?

make it colourful. dull colour; light colour, wadeva.

jus spend it to e fullest! (:

2005-06-13T11:41:00.000+08:00

boo!

holidays; kinda borin man. nth to do. lazy to do hmwks too.
hmmm.las wed n thurs went kayakin. wow! FUN but tirin;
AND we're BURNT!! haa. roasted and red. haa! indeed sharin
"pain" together. haa! but we had loads of fun man! really.
capsized e kaya;swim back e shore;in e middle of e sea..
wow*! trilling. kaes. im abit over excited. haa!

- kris's hamster finally gave birth to 1. thou, oly 1 but im

sure she's still very happy/ haa! congrates,gal!

hmm. mayb lata goin out with cousin. cos this is really too borin;

rottin soon le la. haa! somemore, i had nv go out since exam..

past few days aint good at all.. so mayb goin out will be better?

and i trust god for everything tht happen, either good or bad,

there's a reason behind it. and i really thks god for makin it happened.

tht i can learn fm it and be strong. (:

2005-06-07T18:27:00.000+08:00

i need you now lord;

i need the strength of you by my side;

dont let the world break me tonight;

sometimes life can be cold at times.

when there is nobody. but, at the same time,

u can make it happy too. and we dun noe

when is our trueself, or hypocrites?

trueself. hmm. are u being ur trueself at all times?

i doubt it. even me. i think. im nt my trueself sometimes

but wad ppl see u is how they think of u?

kaes.

i dunnoe wad am i tokin abt. haa! jus some reflection. haa!

lord, i really need you !

2005-05-24T19:15:00.000+08:00

boO*!

holidays coming*! oh yay baby! BUT, we're nt allow to rest.

hais! 'O's n 'N's are comin. result aso nt that good in mid-yr.
hais! why liddat? but im sure i deserve it larr. i didnt studied
hard enuff yea? so..yea. haa!

past few days, probs had been 'poppin' out for me. thou,

sad larr but throu/out it i've learn how to smile.

thou it;s difficult larr.. but at least i manage to smile. ((:

hais! yea, it's difficult i admit.

sians. dun feel lyk goin to sch lehhs. tori nt goin aso.

soon guan's whole gang aso. pure idiot!!

dun noe wad is pure?! haa! :P

peiru*peiwan: hey swtties. mon chi 'O's so JIA YOU!! u gals

can de. i have faith in u gals. behind supportin u!! RMB! haa!

jia you ; jia you ; jia you !!!

2005-05-19T11:25:00.000+08:00

im wishing on starrs;
ive got to reveal what's inside of my heart;
but the words escape me;

honestly I know it's silly of me;

but i keep it concealed;

see my inferiority complex kicks in;

and the words escape me;

hmm. today was kind of borin man.

lazy to go out; at home nth to do.

haa! tml gettin result man! hais!

scarier den any else man!

dunnoe how we do? well? bad?

this kinda weather wna rain;

but didnt rain. hais.

makin ppl's moody :<

haa!

memorises:

a happy thing or nasty thing?

wenever thinks back,

aint happy at all.

but i think it's a experience

to learn fm mistake..

cherish those ppl ard u who's

still ard, if nt regret? who's noe.

every min; every sec, ill try to

cherish ma family,frews, ppl ard me.

cos u dunnoe wen they might go..

and i really thks GOD for givin me such

wondeful ppl ard me,

even they're gone,

i noe they'll still have their eyes looked down

fm heaven; to look aft us..

those shining starrs..shiny eyes fm sky..

2005-05-17T15:29:00.000+08:00

hey.

exam is finally finished; happy of cos, ((:
but fri is a critical moments man! getting back our result.
omg*! dangerous zone-! haa! hmmm.

money issit very important?
'it' can destroy a family yea?
hmmm. w/out money i noe we
cant survive but, we can solve
it calmy yea? mus we quarelled
over it? money, is jus a test to test
us whether we;ll be seduced by it or
overcome it fm god. and of cos
many ppl are being seduced by it.
POOR doesnt mean we wouldnt
be able to survive or unhappy,
we're poor BUT happy. so wad if u
gt loads money, are u HAPPY?
i doubt it. money, yea i noe can buy this
and that which we lyk alot but do
we think abt our parents? they earn
so HARD for it. no ones noe?!
u noe? hais! MONEY is evil man. hais!

lord,
i pray that we wont be seduced by money..
pray that even if we're POOR,
but we're still happy lord.
i noe that money is a test fm u lord. lord, help us;
bless us fm evil. im trustin on u
cos i noe ure trust-able. thks!
amen!

2005-05-12T16:27:00.000+08:00

hey.

simple update on me.
hmm, where shld i start..

oh yay baby! exam gonna finished n i can get back ma freedom.
oh my gosh! cant wait man. weet!! ((:

hais. BUT, today math DEAD MEAT !! how? hais!
this is damn damn hard lorr. wad am i gonna do?! hais!
this is so so shit! :( how am i gonna tell her? worried*!
hais. ahhhh!!! prayed that i wont bad till lyk "WAD?"
hais. lord, wad am i suppose to do?

peiru: hey. how;s ya? doin well yea? havin "fun"? haa! get wad i mean/
noe yea? haa! hmmm. miss u man! hmmm. catch up w/ u soon! ((:
love ya!
peiee: cheer up yea? everyting gonna be alrite! love ya!

lord,
thks for eveything. thks that i manage to rmb all e notes n formula.
thks that ma friends found his/her mr/ms right.
thks that exam is gonna finished soon and i prayed
that ull continue to bless us w/ wisdom n strength;
that we get wad we deserve, lord. thks lord that for me..
everything lil precious things happened to me,
be it swtt or biiter, u have ur reasons lord.
and im gonna continue shine on u!
AMEN!

2005-04-24T11:46:00.000+08:00

it had been time i didnt post anyting.

hmmm. a simple update;

past few days were damn busy n stress. hais! as mid-yr
is drawing close each day. everyday is lyk >_<"
one word to descride 'STRESS'. haa! but for ma own good..

i had not been visitin god lately too. hais thats bad too.
seem lyk bad things had been happening to me lately.
but i trust god have his reasons for all this things. yea?
so.. "smile". haa! tryin larr ma best lar. impossible to be
sad whole day yea/ oh yay baby! im just too in love w/ god!

what it seem aint wad it is.
cherish those ppl beside u n ard u, yea?

that's all! tata-

2005-04-11T17:25:00.000+08:00

" by sayin that ure strong is just an excuse. "

u might think ure strong by sayin;
"im fine" ; "it okiies" ; "im alrite"...
BUT e truth is, ure really sad and wish to cry
on someone's shoulder.
nobody knows. oly GOD knows.
BUt, he/she just dont know how u really feel;
we alway wished that, that special someone
will know how u felt but...
life is alway playin a fool with us isnt it?
just believin in him/she, we'll be happy?
we'll create a fairy tale of our own?

no, i no longer believe in it anymore.
does love really existed?
if real, but WHY ppl are hurtin themselves?
why ppl CRIED because of love?
why ppl felt SAD over he/she?
havin he/she by ur side is it a BURDEN?
who will answer all this to me?
no ones. cos i no longer believe in it.

" everyone has their weak side. not everyone is strong. "

2005-04-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

kiies!

1 stupid wart me to thks him in ma blog. haa!

I WNA THKS PEIHAO !!! HE'S E BEST !!!
*(jajas wan.)

I WNA THKS MA BYTCH-TORI FOR EVERYTHING !!!
AND SHE LoVES ME, I LoVE HER. HAA!

I WNA THKS LIYANA FOR TREATING ME AS HER IMPT PART OF LIFE~!!
U RoCKS GAL! *ILU

I WNA THKS PEIRU FOR TREATING ME AS HER SISTAS!!
U RoCKS! *ILU

I WNA THKS EVERYONE !!
I LoVES U GUYS !! haa~!

2005-04-01T17:32:00.000+08:00

haven been bloggin for few days.
kind of busy w/ works and more works.
assignments ; sch works bla bla.
totally freak me out man but hais, no choice larr.
'N's is nearer n nearer.

hmmm.
what it is ain't what it was; how it seems ain't how it is.
there's been a change when it comes to me.
im wondering why we cannot find; what was left of the beginning.
we alway take things for granted;
when aft we lost it; we cried for help.
parents; frews; boyfrew; girlfrew.
we just take for granted sometym.
we shld learn to cherish everyting
be it bad or good memories. yea?
haa! nahh, i jus say wad i feel. haa!

lord,
thks for today. thou nw everyday i had to report to ma aunt etc.
but she's did that for ma own good. she's jus tryin to help me
in ma 'N's. lord, im glad that i had a aunt lyk her. thks!
lord, nwdays i felt that uve been neglectin the world; as disaters
comin aft another one.. l0rd, bless the world w/ love and warmth pls.
lord, thks that tori had finally realised that she had a great dad
givin her love and concern every min every sec and that she
promised to treat him better and love him, thks father.
amen!

2005-03-26T10:23:00.000+08:00

ytd went out w/ frews watch "jian gui 10".
was a comedy show larr; nt scary at all.
but abit borin. in e end i was scarin ma frews.
den aft that we went to town. walk walk. shop shop.
haa! took a few neop. den im lyk damn crazy..
makin maself a fool outside. haa! kiies.. it's normal larr!
haa! thou w/out tori is abit borin larr. see it ABIT oly.
kiies. nt VERY. haa! dunch be so proud. haa!

today promised ma dad that ill go and eat dinner
w/ family. haa! so cant go out w/ cousin to church.
hais. lata teachin piano again. thou borin larr but no
choice larr. haa! ytd one of ma frew asked me...
"do u plan ur future?" haa! hmmm. tough qn yea?
haa! future? i alway thot still long but actually it
happen jus a click/ haa! so guys, plan ur
future! wahahas!

lord,
forgive me that i didnt go to church today.
as i alrd promised ma dad to eat w/ him..
i noe i shld be u 1st but lord.. im sorry!!
thks for everyting; wonderful mrn.
bless everyone w/ a smile on their face.
heal those who're sick.
i love u lord.
amen!

2005-03-24T17:42:00.000+08:00

rock on, babes!

today tat idiot tori(kris) didnt came to sch ; was alone.
but, joyce and soon guan they all acc me larr. not bad aft all. haa!
nt tat borin larr. den durin recess, joyce was really funny..
erps. kiies, i better dunch say hors. haa! a lil funny incident bwt us.
haa! den i was waitin for charlyn aft sch. she was havin oral.

tt idiot tori nv come to sch but went shoppin w/ ur mum larr and brought many stuffs..
good larr. u best man! den nv buy anyting for me larr. idiot. rahhhs! haa!
tml mayb goin out w/ frews to watch movie - 'the eye 10'. and tt idiot tori dunch
wna go too..cos, kiies..ill nt say larr. if nt she's beatin me again. kuku larr u. rahhs!

dear lord,
thks for today. thou kris didnt came..but my day is still great. lord ; tml is good friday when jesus die on e` cross for our sin ;
and rose again on e` 3rd day.
thks lord tat u gave up ur one and oly son to die for our sins.
ill live ma life preciously and follow ur will, lord. i love u lord.
amen!

2005-03-21T18:02:00.000+08:00

do ya wna dance-`?

hais. sians. doin e' f&n research ; due date, tml ! >_<"
hais! las min work, tym goes damn fast man. tryin to stop e' tym so tt i can i finish lyk half of it or wad but.. gees! haa! new term of sch, -nth much differences-! haa!
ppl lyin ; ppl hurtin ; ppl smilin ; ppl cryin ; ppl luffin. bla bla.. different different emotions tat god gave us. haa!

even adults cant handle relationship..haa! relationship is gettin further n further away fm me. haa! i jus simply started to hate it man.. ppl cryin ; hurtin ; smilin (sometyms). haa! wen can i stop havin a fake smile on my face? hais.

kris bought another 2 new hamster. named aft me n her. haa! kori & tori. haa! swtts yea? haa!
kori-me ; tori-her. love her man! haa.
haa! we both lyk e name above very much..dunch noe why too?! sistas larr! haa!

peiru: cheer up yea? dunch get pissed off by e chalet tingy, thou i dunch really noe wad had happened, but jus smile yea? forget abt it yea? rock on, baby! (: hugs-`

dear lord,
thks for today. i wna thks ya for everyday but nt complainin abt how bad it is.. cos i noe ya have ya reason for tings to happen. lord, bless liyana n nazlie ; bless every swtts couple. thou, i dunch really believe in it anymore but i noe they love each other.. (: i jus simply love u,lord.
amen.

2005-03-15T11:41:00.000+08:00

Now once upon a time in a small world.
It was everything that I dreamed of..
does dream come true?
does fairy tales come true?
Used to believe in fairy tales,
but since my dreams have been crushed..
I don't believe in much,
don't know which way to turn ; Figure it out for myself
I've just started to learn,
There's no such thing as fairy tales.

can i really chase aft my dreams?
can i really do it on my own?
do i really have e' strength to carry on?

lord,
i thks ya for everyting ; for creatin me ; beautiful worlds ; carin freews/bud/sis ard me ; lovin families i have. but father, why do i still feel emptiness? i wna chase aft my dreams but tings/thots jus kept stoppin me fm chasin my dreams. lord, pls give me strength to chase my dreams.. i noe i shldnt worry so much cos ya had alrd planed everyting for me. thks lord. and i noe before wad i pray, ya alrd noe wad i wna pray..thks! i noe ya have ur reason for tings that happened e' other way which i dunch expected. and i love ya w. all my hrtz lord.
amen!

2005-03-13T13:12:00.000+08:00

holidays had reached. im settled down to tink wad i really wanrt in my life..
life~ a long way life god had given me.
sad ; happy ; mad ; anger..
god had given me emotions to feel..
thou life is long and tough.. but god has his reason to make it tt way/
so we shldnt be blamin/complainin abt life..
but instead, we shld thks god for creatin us in tis beautiful world thy had created..
yea? agreeable? haa!
im sure life aint tt bad, ya can make ur life happy..
ya have e` rights to make it happy.. a coin alway has 2 sided face. yea?
happy? sad? it's ur choices. so why nt make it happy all day long.
im sure ours' smile can brighten ppl days up too.. yea?
no matter how ugly/pretty/handsome ya look, tis is wad god created u..
thks god for tt..stop blamin god for creatin ya lookin tt ugly..
u're god's creation, ya're special. im his royal child. everyone is his royal child.
yea? and i so so so love god. i wna noe him more n more ; better n better.
ILOVEJESUS !!!
amen!

2005-03-13T13:06:00.000+08:00

-Beautiful Soul-

I don't want another pretty face.
I don't want just anyone to hold.
I don't want my love to go to waste.
I want you and your beautiful soul.
You're the one I wanna chase.
You're the one I wanna hold.
I wont let another minute go to waste.
I want you and your beautiful soul.

I know that you are something special.
To you I'd be always faithful.
I want to be what you always needed.
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me.

I want you and your beautiful soul.
Your beautiful soul, yeah!

2005-03-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

I LOVE LIYANA!!!

haa! she's so so so sweet.. im damn touched man , by her everytime..haa! thks for puttin me as part of ya in ya life. didnt really noe im mean so much to ya. erps. * im blushin rig nw! * haa! and ya will aso be another special piece of my jigsaw puzzle in life. I LOVE YA!!! and ya rocks my life.
BUDDIES~!! ((:

kiies, i better stop advertistin her. haa! if nt ppl tot im LES. erps. she is attached kiies. and THEY ARE A SWEET SWEET COUPLE!!! dunch ever try to break up them.. or else i'll bit! haa!

2005-03-07T16:24:00.000+08:00

Twinkle twinkle little star Why do my dreams seem so far. Up above the world so high. Won't somebody tell me why. Can you help me out. Can you tell me what love is all about. Cause I never known it for myself. That's why I don't believe in fairy tales no more.

Used to believe in love. Used to believe fairy tales. Since my heart's been crushed I don't believe in much, I need help. Don't know which way to turn. Figure it out for myself. I've just started to learn. There's no such thing as fairy tales.

Is a good story supposed to end. Unhappily ever after. Just as wonderful as it begins. And carry on for a few chapters. Baby how come each time I open up. I can't seem to get past page one. I guess it's time for me to close up. And go back on the shelf because I'm done.

2005-03-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

every hearts-`

kiies, hao was wonderin is tis blog dead.. so im gonna update to show him..
IT'S NT DEAD!!!
haa! kiies. yea, i noe it's lame! busy larr tt's y no update. lazy to type too. haa! hmm* thur went to bytch hse to stay.. den go sch together. omg* tis is tirin man! fm m'sia to spore. i mean early in da mrn go sch. im lyk half slpin durin e' class. haa! den nites time, we're damn crazy. playin w/ digi cam.. haa! take foto here n ther w/ crazy pose while slpin.. haa! wrap ourself ; jumpin on her bed too. haa! and a BHB ting we did.. but she said it's a secret between us so i better dunch said larr. gaa! we're damn high n crazy larr. haa!

STESS! haa! kiies larr, nth to update lerr. jus to show hao tt tis blog is nt deads! haa!
love ya guys!

thks god for everyting ; beautiful world ; wonderful creatures on earth~ thks lord. pray tt u'll bless each one of us w/ wisdom as we're takin our 'N' n 'O' tis yr, lord. no matter how hard it's we'll nt give up lord. thks lord.
amen.

2005-02-21T17:00:00.000+08:00

fark!
\
tis is so fark! my e-mail acc being hack. if im nt wrong. i cant log in no matter wad..it said "worng password or e e-mail add isnot existed." ugh! FARK!!! den stupid me 4get da ans for my secert qn. ugh! FARK !!! all shit!!!! ugh! i got lots other ppl e-mail add in it mAn. tis is so fark larr! wad the hell! wad am i suppose to do nw. ugh! >_<" FARK !!!!!
shitty larr. everyday cant online.. borin larr. wad am i suppose to do w/out msn?!! ugh! so FARK !

AAAAHHHH!!!!

4get it larr..i'll jus dance da whole day! ugh !
FARK LARR !!!!

wahla0!! how?
i dunch mind create another acc but i got lots e-mail add in my old one. ugh! FARK LARR!

2005-02-17T20:05:00.000+08:00

over !

haa-` today, nth much larr. las period, chi teacher suddenly annouced tt today gt chi extra lesson at 1415. >_<" whole class were lyk - HUH !!! ; WTH !! - yea. haa!
today bytch gave me a poem she specially wrote for me n her. haa! damn shitty poo de lorr! haa! there was lots of shitty ; fuckin here n ther. haa! next tym post for ya guys to see. haa! u guys sure luff.. haa! it;s really very funny mAn. i was lyk is tt called a poem? haa! but it's nice of her larr.. eng lesson watchin tot kinda lame at 1st but kinda funny in da end. haa! next lesson watchin again. haa! da whole show was lyk dream ! barbie doll world! haa!

lord, thks you for today - all da fun ; smile ; happy. as postor said,we oly noe how to complain w/out carin abt others' concern..lord,give us time to change.. to be better.. to put others before us, tink for others, to be a better child of god lord. thks lord for forgivin us again n again. thks!
amen

ya make me wna scream jus lyk no one's there ; there was nth but sad goodbyes!

2005-02-15T18:15:00.000+08:00

speak !

**- happy belated valentine dAy -** !!

past few days lazy to write.. gees!
today was crazy with 'F4' and bytch. haa! we`all lyk small kid mAn.disturbin each other. haa! we're in pAIRS! haa!

>>>> PEIHAO LYK KRISSY !!!! <<<< tt's wad i disturbin bytch n hao wen they bullied me.. haa! makin them blushin mAn. haa! but tt's all j0kes larrs.. i was dAmn high man. haa! i was lyk kept complainin to hao wen krissy bullied me. haa! eg: "peihao, see ur wife." / "krissy, see ur hubby." haa!
FUN FUN FUN !!!
krissy cant tahan mee. haa! sians,tml havin GB. >_<" borin !!!

-` liyana. thks for da choc.. love ya-`!
-`hao. thks for da choc..love ya too-`!
-`soon guan. thks for da choc..love u ppl-`!

lord,thks you for today. it's really a FUN day. thks for everyting u had made. thks for havin beautiful ; wonderful ; carin frens ard me,lord. i'll learn to treat them better as each day passes by..bless us lord. thks!
amen

*ya lyk a magnet !
*nobody 'till you !

2005-02-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

me !

stupid ppl dunch noe how to use blog !!! >>> tan PEIHAO <<
haa! kiddin la-`

jus helpin him to do his blog ; wna puke mAn! haa! but i tink everyone is liddat de bAhs, e 1st tym. gaa! todAy went to orchard w my cousin n bAby sis.. bought a shoe.. lyk it damn l0ads! haa! den take neop. w them.. haa! 3rd bring my bAby sis out. abit troublesome la. tt i cant denied! gaa!

tml is CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!! oh yAY BABY !!!
money money money !! haas! kind of despo of money mAN ! haa!

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS !!!!!

lord,thks for e family dinner i had today. thks for this wonderful day today to go shoppin w my cousin n sis! lord, thks for everyting u gave me, no matter wad, i'll accept wad u give me cos i believe u'll give me e best lord. thks for lettin havin faith n trust in u lord. i love u father!
Amen

iLOVEDANCIN !!
iLOVEJESUS !!
iLOVEROXY !!!

2005-02-07T18:19:00.000+08:00

hell0 !!

today i was very high in clAss w bytch. hAa! but im aso kinda sick.*puke! hate it mAn ! CNY comin n im down here sick agAin.. sshit u !
my bytch n i were luffin all day l0ng ; i dunch noe wad we did la. but i noe its sort of crazy ting agin..im sure,n it's normal ! haa! ..and im lyk kept shoutin 'hello' here n ther.. hAa! esp to 'lAla'.. haaa! den bytch n i were plAyin w e 'F4' too. haa@ shitty here n ther. haa! i mean we scold 'shit' here n ther nt shit here n ther !!! whahahahahas!!

im very high !!
hell0 !!!

peiwan is msgin me rig nw..tokin abt she saw a guy w hiss mistress.. eeekk! den tt gal was sayiN "if u love me den leave her..n follow me.." sth liddAt den they kissed n touvh here n ther in da PUBLIC !!!! BOY !!! peiwan: see no evil !!! haa@

lord`thks for todAy. thks for havin everyone puttin a smile on their fAce..thks for blessin their dAy/ lord,am i fallin off too deep? catch me ; hold me lord..give me strength to more on.. brighten other ppl dAys instead of makin them gloomy. thks lord !
Amen

iLOVEJESUS !!
iLOVEROXY !!
iLOVEDANCIN !!

and of cos...

iLOVEUTOO !!

2005-02-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

hell0 !!

haa`- today im really pissed off w "F3" man! ppl havin f0ne dunch wna bring ; ppl w/out f0ne we cant blAmed them too. ugh! den jAy's mother was findin for him but she called throu peiwan's f0ne la.. den we had to find jAy.. we went to those places wher they alway hang ard.. 1st, we called 'mazhi' ask her checked whether they're in sch nt but she said no.. so we went to 806 bbAll court to lo0k for them but nobody, so we went up all e way to peihAo's hse but they're nt in too. instead we were lo0kin at his beautiful hse ; ( his hse really very nice n big man!) kiies continue my story! den we went to tek0ng to lo0k for him but he's nt ther. aft tt we went to frangance wood..he's nt ther too! we were alr very dulan n pissed off lo..den peiwan had to called jay's mum to say they cant find..so we went back to our hse.. in the end..u guys guess wad, they're in sch attendin e f&n course. F u la!

TAN PEIHA0! NEXT TYM BETTER BRING UR F0NE OUT !!!! -WARNIN-

kiies. i tink tt's e "best" ting i had today! ugh! stress man!

lord, thks for today..thou peiee,peiwan,kris and me were tired of walkin aard to find jay but aft all it bring 'IMH' together..thks! lord, bless all of us..give us strenght n wisdom to do wad a students mus do, father..thks father for everyting uu gave me.. lord, bless peiwan's granny too.. bless tt she'll pull over.. thks lord.
Amen

2005-02-03T19:08:00.000+08:00

mee !

haa`- of cos is me..LAME ! today, bytch nv came to sch, kind of borin..but aft recess was not. cos soon guan was sittin beside me for e rest of e dAy. haAa! n was lame la..talkin rubbish ; crAps here n ther ; j0kes tellin..g0sh! luffin ard.. haa! den he tellin ard im his girlfrew..shit him la. we were plAyin la, of cos. haa! but thks to he n his 'F4' gang la..haa!

den i n peiee ran away fm e f&n course which reAlly damn borin..nth better to do. ugh ! >_<" pAyin $30 jus to teach us how to build a straw buildin..n stuffs. i noe it's good for us but it is reAlly borin lo. haa! kiies enuff of my complainin n nagging. haa!

stress mAn ! tests aft tests. hAis!

lord, pls give me strength to carry on..bless each one of us,lord. pray tt we'll make it to e final with ur help lord. thks lord for today..
Amen !

2005-01-31T19:42:00.000+08:00

kiies.

liyana was askin whether e blog is dead? haa! is e owner dead. haa! stress over hmwk n piano.. not really time to write. haa! lazy to write too. =x
for liyana's sake, i'll post an entry. haa! ((:

hmm* life still e same..hmwks stressin me. tests here n ther. hAis. but 1 ting im reAlly glad is.. i hAd a "bro" who dotes me lots. im his no.1 !! he's my no.2 !! haa! oh yAy bAby! haa! he's jus lyk my bytch.. but different gender, gaa! thou sometimes he bullied me, but he still dotes me aft all. haa! tis few dAys, bytch ; me ; n him are kinda close..haa! we kept bullied each other in clAss.. haa! kiies, stop promotin my 'bro'..

stress lA !! >_<" haa! siAns. everyday we have tt 'f & n' courses. todAy is e 1st dAy..n e class is fun..w me n bytch ard shoutin. haa! =x kiies, i tink tt's all.. nt reAlly interstin`-

- im quit -!

2005-01-19T20:30:00.000+08:00

yea baby, me again.

today sch was kinda fun. cos every wed was lyk 3 sUb oly.
P.E ; phy ; f&N.

p.e was fun. we played ruby ball. 2 team of gals n guys. me n bytch were e funniest n e nosiest. haa! we shouted here n ther..and other team of gals were lyk dUh..so borin wan them. no life man. haa!
aft sch havin ccA..till ard 5:45? n again i n my bytch was seperated. haa! we're different grps. we're suppose to intro oursleves to our own grps. den my grp was lyk all eye on mee as if im e leader...in e end, i had no choice but to start off 1st. haa! and again lo, im e nosiest/craziest in my grp. haa! all e staff teachers n my grp were lyk all di siao mee ; luffin at mee. haa! den we had pioneer promotion too.

packs of lies ; boxes of lies ; containers of lies ; wadeva
nt my prob !
Why can't you just let me ; do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me ; I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down ; im only having fun
im gonna live my life ; Like I wanna do

2005-01-18T16:41:00.000+08:00

ugh !\

nw den i noe tt all guys (nt all lahs ; mayb?) all are so PERVERT !! soo soo damn PERVERT !!!
ugh !/ it's REALLY VERY PERVERT !!! CANT BELIEVE IT AT 1ST!
aft hearin WAD... ugh!! u'll feel lyk *puke* man !! shit u!!!
ugh!! it REALLY DUH !! >_<"
how can they be so pervert?
makin mee LOSIN FAITH IN GUYS MAN! REALLY NO HOPE !! (but im nt les la. pls)
REALLY LOSIN FAITH IN OUR SCH GUYS MAN!
UGH !!!!

___IM QUIT___

UGH! let me calm !!!

*phew* kiies. las nite i had a strange dream damn FUNNY ; LAME. haa!
its goes..--
me ; bytch ; peiwan ; few guys were chattin happily..den suddenly a gust of wind blew mee n bytch to a kingdom made by crystal..damn nice man. haa! den me n bytch transform to genies. haa! lame yea? den we were wearin wwoow~ sexy clothes..haa!
bytch was wearin bikini top n long short (shiny shiny type) sexy yea? haa! mee was wearin tude n long short. haa! haa! den e kiing was sayin " u gals have to go to e worrld to save e humans being." haas! haas! den..e kiing blew us back to sch wearin those kind of clothes..but e sch was lyk 'brainwashed' haa! den they....den...i woke up le. haa! ugh! too bad@...
bytch n i was crazy over tis today. haa! we were luffin crazily while e teacher was teachin. *o0ps. haa! damn funny lo..dreamt abt strange tings. haa!

kiies. tt's all!

GUYS U FREAK OFF AWAY FM MEE !!!!
UGH !!

2005-01-16T15:15:00.000+08:00

it mee ! dUh!!

some1 bdaE today.
--``wishin him happy bdae ; dreamms come true ; findin his princess soon ((:
lastly, HAPPY BDAE!! hugs`-muacks`

ytd went to 'chinatown' w family n cousin. haa! soo many peeps ther. haa! my cousin n i were lyk squeezin each others ; makin damn loads noise. haa! and i was lyk shoutin here n ther.. haa! peeps lookin at me mus be tinkin "whose is tis crazy gal?". haa! we were really crazy ytd. =x

hmmm*this few days tink quite loads too. haa! abt silly thing la/ haa! heys,bytch ya noe? haa! tink u noe bAhs. alway sayin u noe mee in n out..as if! haa! anyway, i've e $$ for ya bags le. but i hope tis few days, i dunch spend off. haaa! if nt..u're gonna KILL MEE! haa!

kiies la. tt's all. i tink. nth much interstin../ haa!

-i quit-

2005-01-14T21:20:00.000+08:00

heys!

its FRIDAY! haa! tml no sch.
oh yay baby`! haa!

jus nw showin my bytch 2 caps fm flesh image. shit man! shldnt show her ; cos she was lyk showin off her 4 "beautiful" caps den i found 2 caps which is her fav colour n tryin to show off to her in e end..hAis! sad incident happened! haa! which is im gonna buy for her. haa! but no choice la, i oly hav 1 bytch so..'bo pian' (no choice) lo.

bytch- we'll find 1 sAt, we go buy e army bag for ya ; n for e caps..wait longer. i nids to save money kiies? im nt 'ATM'. haa! so envy u sias! havin such a wonderful bloody treatin u. haa! wen can i find tis kind of bytch too? haa! =x

kiies ; im quit.

deletin u by bits`--

2005-01-13T20:57:00.000+08:00

sicky days. >_<

gettin serious n serious n crazier n crazier wen im sick. shit! it had been 4 days..tml is e 5th days. cough started to get serious. haa! flu gettin better by bits oly. dUh!!

nwsday issit flu issit kind of famous? haa! it lyk quite many ppl gettin flu ; cough ; fever here n ther. take care ppl!

liyana- take care too! saw u havin cough n flu..so yea,take cares! hugs`
my bytch- u take care too! infected by mee yea? hope is nt. haa! hugs` but im sufferin w ya. ((: haa! *crazzy**

jus done my hmwks. stress!! doin e tsunami disaster writtin. dunch really noe how to do, in e end up up jimmy helpin mee all e way. =x [thks dude!]

I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty
And I always hide when its my turn to seek
My only believe is not to have faith in believing
Before I begin I'm over
Cuz all in all I'm Disconnected

___:`girlattitude/ my oly believe is not to have faith in believing ; before I begin im over`- disconnected in euu`-

2005-01-11T19:03:00.000+08:00

heys!

nt really post anyting here so decided to post one rig nw. hAa! >_<

today ; ytd terrible day!! was feelin damn drowsy! flu n cough here n ther. shit! due to loads of stress.. hAa! rubbish~ it's soo sudden. imagine in class kept sneezin/coughin ; teachers teachin ; pack of tissues occupied my table ; wearin a sweater wen e sun is HOT. // gosh! hAa! but cant afford to absent, stupid 'N's la! ugh! shit u! hAa!

frews in class were kinda carin la, but in a funny way! hAa! were tryin to make mee feel better but end up WORSE! hAa! but they're cute yea! hAa!

abit insane today here n ther. hAa!

decided to hide my feelins ; or let it go. yea?

2005-01-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

1st week of sch.

One word – STRESS!!! >_<"

Cant stand it. It jus e beginning of sch n im here getting stress up. SHit! Hmwks already occupied 3/4 of my time ; how am I gonna practice my piano with 1/4 of my time? Ugh! My dance lesson had stopped / jus b'cause of this. Ugh!Im gonna continue to dance durin feb, no matters wad!

it's u again. kind of havin weird feelins for u.
terrible feelins! -.-"
im gettin more n more mesmerized in u!
ugh!
hate this feelins
______.pissed.off._______

-i quit!-

2005-01-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

it's mee!

hAa! >_<

liyana*babe- u're makin mee blushin`/ hAa! anyway, makin u smile is my mission. yea? hAa! u babe continue to rAwk on yea- u gt a wonderful dearie. cherish each other. muaccks!

today went to watch 'kung fu' wit my bytch. e show was okies la. nt tt bad la. kinda funny!
den neglected sharon lee. hAis! feel gulity! --"

hAis! today sad? happy? dunch noe la. oly noe IM STRESS!!! =x
hAa! HELLP MEE!!

im gettin more n more mesmerized in ya. boy! --dead meat--
hAis!

___:`girlattitude/ mesmerized in ya-`hugs.

2005-01-04T19:49:00.000+08:00

2nd day of sch`

*MY HAIR IS BLACK!!!*
hate it. mine isnt tt obvious lo pls! lyk shit siAs! black! duH! = s

borin` hmwks ; naggin ; lecturin all comin up!! gosh!
teacher naggin abt 'N' level etc..makin us feelin lyk wave~ ups n down.
ugh! tokin abt it makin mee puke. hAa! in class beside listen to borin lesson of cos tokin down ther n makin fun with each other. kind of fun la, actually. feels tt time goin very fast ; lata once i 'snap' my fingers,we're ready for 'N's. hAis! mus really workin hard nw! dUh~

decided to let go of my feelins rig nw. as it came isnt e right time.
hmwks ; stress ; everyting poppin out here n ther. really no time for other tings.
jus take it naturally la,i guess. go e way 'it' goes lo. hAa!

glad to see u guys in sch again. so exciited! ppl changin hair style..lots. hAa!
anyway, -huggies ((: ilu*

2004-12-31T13:41:00.000+08:00

heyys`

~change mua skins. if u guys wna tag jus click on the tag can le. den u guys can tag. i jus wna try tis skins nice nt. l0ls. *gone*

ytd went out with IMH. hAa! was a really FUN day man! actually we dudes meet is to do project but in the end..hAa! we went SHOPPIN!! cos none of us brought wad we need for the projects. was really lame too la. hAa!

we went to town areas ; yea again? hAa! tt day was rainin heavily man` we dudes were.. boy! drenched! i mean really WET till water drippin here n ther. hAa! eyes on us here n ther too. hAa! gosh! it's really FUN man! we had no choice but to dry ourselves in the toilet. hAa!

it was really a FUn day ytd. build up our relationship. yea? hAa!

heyys, iMh`- keep on smilin yea? u babes` smile always brighten mua day. u babes rAwks mua worrld completely! so does other too!

+`missin everyone by bits..esp,u!---

2004-12-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

hmm``

ytd went out with mua 'bytch' to town area.
help her choosin new sch bag ; boy! dunch noe wad she really wanrt` hAa!

we aso take neop. hAa! we're lyk shoutin inside e machine. so fetched! hAa!
cos we press wrong. in the end, no choice but to anyhow take. wahAa!

sch gonna reopen soon. get to see u guys again` yea? miss u guys loads!-
ppl changin here n ther. hairstyle ; lo0ks ; characters/ etc.. hAa! cant wait to see
u guys man! g0sh!!``

havin feelins back?

it cant be! yea?`

it's impossible!`

feelins came isnt e right time! haA!

-- missin u guys by bits --``

2004-12-09T17:55:00.000+08:00

heyys dudes!

miss u guys lots sias/ mua com still nt okies lEhs. lazy to ask ppl to repair for mee. hhees! =X
anyway, mee nwdays kinda busy aso. maid go home ; mee mus do lots hseworks blAhs blAhs. nw den noe tt maid actually very tirin ; so guys havin maids at home dunch "maria" here n ther. hAa! but she's comin back lers. i finally can go out too. no more hseworks ; no more naggin. hAa! freedom for mee. hAa!

lyn*bud- thks lots wors. saw u wrote smth for mee in ur blog. thks. dunch worry for mee yea? im kies. jus sometimes feelin lonely oly. love ya! muaccks!

kris*sis- aiyo. u cheer up la. bdae comin still liddat. im sure on tt day will be alrites de yea/ cos god had his plan for eu` :) smile yea? love u lots! muaccks!

peiee/peiwan*sis- hrd smth abt u guys granny. hmmm* i'll pray for her de yea? u guys too, dunch over-tired urself yea? do take care of ur health. huggs` love u guys too!

peiru*sis- nv hrd fm u very long le. how're u? missin hu wors/. hAa! nv tell mee. hAa! do "update" mee yea/ hAa! love ya! muaccks!

hmmm* mee nwdays at home doin hseworks. tink throu lots of life ups n downs. hAa!

2004-11-27T14:45:00.000+08:00

ugh! com spoiled again. cant online ; bloggin ; etc. mee here in uncle hse wonderin wen can i write an entry again w/o comin here. ugh! sians diaos! past few days either goin back to mua mummy place or mua own place. reallie damn borin. den mood aso hAHa! ups n downs.~ reallie dunch noe wad am i tinkin ; doin. hAa! haven even start doin mua holidays assignments. --" hu wna do durin holidays. aiyo! hAa!

ytd dancin w mua cosuin n carrot at studio was fun n *gosh we were luffin all along. hAHa` e music was great! den e countin. hAHa! its' rAwks! (: tink nw oly dancin can cheer mee up. hAa! oly wen im dancin i wont tink of others stuffs lyk..ugh nth. hAa!

anyway, how's everyone? doin well? well i tink. hAa! miss u guys lots lots lots. hAa! hope to see u guys ard. yea? will we? hAHa! (:

hAis! im tired of adaptin to it ; afraid to feel too. im jus scare to feel cos..ugh! dunch noe lAhs. haA! kies lahs/ ciao*

2004-11-18T10:22:00.000+08:00

heyys!

im BAck! finallyy` hAHa! mua com jus re-format finish. ugh`all e tings gone too. sians lAhs. mus d/l all over agin n again. --" diaos! u guys miss mee yea? wakakakas` kiddin lAhs. but past few days, mee dancin w mua cousin at home. usin 'honey' soundtrack. wakakakas` den we're lyk *Omg* crazyy ppl. luffin here n ther. hAHa!

hmm, mua result. dad quite happy w it lAhs. aunt said i can do better wanrt. *omg* i nv knew mua aunt had such high expectation on mee. mee die lers. next yr she will be "watchin" mee tightly. mee reallie die lers lAhs. stop all tis 1st lAhs. it's over. we nids a rest, wakakas.

yay* finally holidays lers. mee gonna find jobs w mua darl. so tt gt money. can buy lots lots ting. wahahahas. =X

liyana*-u soo ggggoooodd!! will be havin E800C sooon!!! *omg* so fetched. wahahas. anyway, congrats to eu` yea? muacks. (:

peiee/peiwan*- sorry lohs. nv go camp w u babes. sorry wors. dunch mind lAhs. i'll buy sth eu` guys lyk for ur bdae lohs. =X wahahas. kies? sorry lAhs. muacks!

[x] we'll nv be together again. never! forgotten! [x]

2004-11-11T15:22:00.000+08:00

heyya!

so damn sians so tot of writin in here. hAHa! sometime holidays do sound fun if u gt sth on. but if u aint gt nth to do. *omg* its damn borin lyk hell. wakakakas. hmmm* dunch noe how's mua iMh lers. hAis. sad lAhs. this is jus life bAh, i tink. hAHa! thou it may beautiful ; but its colorless sometimes. hAHa! it depend on how eu` colour it ; yea?
Life is a work of art- you gotta paint it colorful. eu` can make it anything you wanrt. dunch hav to stick to any rules. eu` dunch nids a high IQ to succeed in wad eu` do. eu` jus gotta hav no doubt-jus believe in yourself. that is wad i always believe ; but..sometimes tings jus dunch work out e way u wanrt. wen u finally saw "sth" eu` lyk ; others aso lyk. but wen u dunch lyk ; others aso dunch lyk. hAis. this is life bAhs.
-g0ne-

-back-
hAHa! jus came back fm mua cousin bdae 'party'. hAHa! hmm* take quite a few pic lAhs. hAHa! hmmm* abt wad i wrote above hAIs. dunch say lers lahs ):

2004-11-10T17:59:00.000+08:00

heyys.

hmmm* sians sias! shldnt go sch at 1st. i mean this few days. anyway, i oly go 1 day. hAHa! =X
damn super duper sians lEhs. sittin in e halL watchin lame movie. hAis. poor ting! wakakakas~ *sianzation* --"

peiee*meii- mayb u suddenly lyk him so ur feelin ish back lohs. i cant tag ur taggy board much. hAHa! so i write here. wakakkaas. hmmm* this is life bAhs ; yea? feelins come & goes at times. or mayb he suddenly become more handsome to eu`? hAHa! which i always tink is impossible. =X kiddin` dunch wack mee. wakakakas~ hmmm* cos las tym eu` once lyk him lots lots lots n it's reallie lots , it's possible for eu` to lyk him back again de lAhs. i tink. cos u las tym reallie lyk him until *omg* almost every letter u wrote his names rmb? wakakas. yea, so u noe. i tink it's normal lAhs. eu` dunch tink too much kies? let nature takes its path/ issit liddat? hAHa! i aso dunch noe. wakakakas` u cheer up lAhs. but at least he's goin to ur party mAhs. so stae happy lAhs. (: jiee always ther for eu`/ IMh rAwks kies? i dunch wna see mua iMh sad sad de. (:

hmmmm* this few days mua imH sistas are gettin sad. hAHa! dunch noe y. 1 is peiee ; kRis ; peiwan. den they sad i aso sad lohs. wakakkas. tt's wad imH for. 1 for all ; all for 1. yea? u gals. cheer up lAhs. i reallie dunch wna see u gals liddat lehs. hAis. hrtz pain lAhs. to see u guys liddat. no matter wad, imH will still be ther to lend eu` shoulder to lean against on de. this few days reallie learn lots new ting which happen on mee n mua imH sistas. facts abt life. and how life can disturb / play ard w eu`. hAIs! always make tings difficult for eu` to do. hAis!

2004-11-08T20:51:00.000+08:00

yos`

hAHa! jus help kris to create a blog. heyys guys, help mee check it out her blog lEhs.
http://ookrisoo.blogspot.com/ ---> hers de.
help mee yea? hAHa! i did it damn ugly. i dunch noe whether she lyk it anot. hAis! hAHa! hmmm* pray hards.
hmmm* holidays comin. wwwwhhhhoo~ it's party yo! shA gonna rawks many party yea? hAHa! shA rawks yea? =X kiddin` hAHa! imJusCrazzy! hAHa! o.O wakakakakkas`
hAis. hAHa! imcrazy lAhs. dunch noe whether im happy or sad. alallaa~
x][`tired of adaptin to it ; afraid to feel. // i lyk eu? no ; i dunch! den y im missin eu?
hAis. this have been a qn w/o an ans to mee for very long. i wish to find e ans as soon as possible. will i?

**sHa prays hard to g0d.**

2004-11-06T11:41:00.000+08:00

heyys.

ytd e (SOO) *omg* boy ; u cant believe it ; mua band finalli make it!aft those qurrels n conflicts we had. n we were so damn happy. e happiest/ coolest day in our life. it's feel better den u strike toto. wahAHa! im realllie very very very happy! we didnt play any wrong notes/ or sing wrongs. mayb a few? hAHa! but in e end it's quite successful! hAHa! but mus reallie thks some ppl lAHs. n we noe quite lots new buddies too. lyk e drama ppl. hAHa! y`all are so ssswweett! (: dancin behind e backstage wen its our turn to perform. hAHa! they rawks! *peace* hAHa! thou its abit late wen we go home but it's worth it man! oh boy! reallie damn happy! mus reallie thks god too. thks god for blessin us ; givin us such a wonderful day ytd ; food? ; lots lots. mr ang was please w us too. hAHa! co0l yea? hAHa! x)) hmmm* liyana u shld be ther too. e whole day rawks. nt oly mua band. others too! reallie. somemore u can see *special some1* too. hAHa! but its over. hAIs. nvm lAHs. someday yea? hAHa! (: anyway. ytd was jus rawks! oh boy! hAHa!

2004-11-04T18:28:00.000+08:00

tire! --"

the (SOO) lyk hell lahs. almost everyday rehers till nites. bloody. ish jus sch openin oly. nids to be soo "grand" meHs? wad the hell! today is reallie nt mua day. key lost. teacher in charge of e (SOO) suxs lot too. expect us to do this n tt. tt's e song man! y mus change e lyrics. bloody hell! mus as well cancel off. wahla0! damn dulan w e teacher in-charge. ggggggrrr` F lahs! if nt today can i can watch movie w IMh de leHs. bloody! all e sch fault lAhs. all they care ish their openin nt those perfomers. y'all very tired n stress de leHs. nt oly mua band. waHla0! we're aint robots kies? make this CLEAR!!!! we're HUAMAN man! wahla0! damn dulan laHs!
ask the go n die!!! gggggggrrrrr```` _______________._______________""""" reallie nth to say them. den nw e key is lost. we cha gonna pay. we're nt gonna pay. sam is gonna pay. he ish e one hu lost it. wahla0! bloody laHs!

//_this is an innsaanne woorrllld_\\

2004-11-02T18:25:00.000+08:00

heys heys`

guys. u all noe ya result lers ; yea? hAHa! scary lahs. i still haven/ dunch noe whether im promoted anot. hAHa! hope so! will i/ tink so. hAHa!

happy bahs peiwan peiee. hAHa! got promoted. u gals go! hAHa! (: hAHa! congrates lahs! **yay** u gals rawks man!

hAIs. for mua class gt 4 retain. reallie feel bad for them wad if ish mee? hAHa! omg* tt's the end of mua life. i cant learn mua dance n piano lers. ggggrrr` --" pray tt i wont retain. hAHa! hhmm* nwdays busy w the sch offical openin (SOO) sians sias. tire too. almost everyday practice leHs. den somemore e rehersal so late den end n start! ggggr.. so fetched! hAHa! tot aft exam can enjoy. hu noe? mus study4 next yr ; n practice. start to feel e stresss again lers. den mee mayb go workin too. sians. so tt i can pay 4 mua dance lesson. hAHa! no choice hu ask mee wna follow mua dreams. hAHa! but i tink its gonna be fun ; yea? hAHa!

___`dancin`___]]*[[im l o s i n i n faith i n eu`- m i s s i n eu`?]]*

2004-10-28T17:50:00.000+08:00

heyys heyys.

im back fm darrlin hse! its so damn fun sias! actually got ther buy clothes n stuffs de. budden in e end. hheees! we're playin havin fun. watchin movie n watch lots lots dVd. 'honey' ; 'van helsin' ; 'u got to serve' ; 'new york minutes' ; 'drama queen' lots lots. thier hop.hop dance so damn pro n style.! i aso wna be lyk them. someday? i can do it. i wna follow mua dreams. i can de. hope so. hAHa! hmm* anyway mua darrlin ish kris lahs. dunch anyhow tink. hAHa! cos i kept tellin her i wna watch 'honey' and i wna dance lyk her blah blah. den she makin fun of mee by callin mee honey den i called her darrlin. tt's y lahs.! l0ls! hAHa! lamme lahs i noe. hAHa! hmm* im goin her hse again. hAHa! its fun and crazzy. too bad mua darrlin ish sick lahs. den nt tt crazzy lahs. if nt will be more fun de. im sure. i aso wna peiwan ; peiee bdae party! hAHa! peiwan*gal, confirm w mee again yae/ hAHa! hmmm* reallie fun lahs. shld ask more ppl go nxt tym. hAHa! nvm lahs. im sure peiwan ; peiee bdae party surely lots ppl de. yae?

im losin faith in eu`. i wont tink of u anymore lers. cos i noe history wont repeat again. im gonna live mua dreams.

weird feelin`*

2004-10-25T19:15:00.000+08:00

hmmm. i dunch noe wad happen to mee. why i watch this particular drama show n listen to this particular song, i'll tink of this particular person. this feelin isn't nicee at all. but tt song ish reallie nicee to hear lahs. i hear nt cos i wna tink of tt person ; ish tt song reallie nicee mahs. alala~ hAis! hmmm. im nt weak bahs? am i? hAHa! hAis! ):

anyway. mua this blog finally done all thks to this ppl. --> peiwan esp. liyana. daniel. peirU. joan. thks guys! (: hAHa! hhmmm* sians diaos lahs. havin this weird feelin fm sat till nw lers. issit sat? yae. hAHa!

but i told myself tt nw im still nt ready enuff to go into relationship. its either i hurt tt person or tt person hurt mee.shldnt liddat de bahs ; hurtin each other. hmmm* i jus wna dance in mua whole life n hav fun w mua jiee meii ; buddies ; frews. (:

wwweeee~ (:

2004-10-24T14:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm* mua words abit blur yae? cant reallie see da words. sians dioas! --" so diffcult to do de. y arz? hhmm* nvm lahs. anyway, today i finished mua las paper!!! yippees! (; sooo damn happy.! hAHa! yoyoyoyoyo!!!! 1st tym felt so relived. l0ls! wna dance lers. *omg* hahaha! eeennnjjooyyy!! yay** wwwwoooo0~hAHa!!!

today actually wna go darrlin hse de. but darrlin too sick. hAis! *worli* but darrlin say tml can. wahahaha. dancin/rawkin. *wwweee~ amos they all goin too. fun! interstin. stay at darrlin hse around 3 days? tink soo. hAHa! budden darrlin sick lahs. alala~ hmm* cant wait to go darrlin hsee!!! wwwwweeee~ (:

hmmm* aft doin wad i alway wna do. i felt much more better and stronger? l0ls. hAHa! nt tt mean lyk las tym lers. im gonna do wad i wanrt. nobody can stop mee. l0ls. im gonna live mua dreams. hAHa!

Life is a work of art- you gotta paint it colorful
Can make it anything you want
Don't have to stick to any rulesYou don't need a high IQ to succeed in what you do
You just gotta have no doubt just believe -in yourself

_//yoyoyo`

2004-10-23T13:36:00.000+08:00

heyys`

guys. this ish mua 1st tym usin blogspot. help mee see see look look. wher nt nicee ? kies? hAHa! but i dunch lyk da "mua prettiness" on top. noe wad i mean? l0ls. nvm lahs. (: hhhees! finnally make finish lers. mee tried to do for few days but FAILED! cos very blur lahs. alala` make mee dulan few times too. X)) hAHa!

but i lyk all of u da blog lehs. so nicee de. mua lyk shit sias. 1st time do lahs. no choice. try to improve yae? (:
anyway, liyana* thkks for teachin mee. muacck//actualli wna ask u help mee de but paisehs lahs. lata bother u this n tat. l0ls.
peiwan* thks for helpin mee too! _//huggs` hheees!

hmmm* gif mee some comments kies? thks guys!